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hm, i forgot about this site and then suddenly remembered it as i was about to go to bed. lol. anyway belated merry christmas and happy new year one and all! i'm 19 now. truly. *cough* so is ryan, but his birthday was before mine. <3 (ry = dec 8, me = jan 1)

uh.....news news.....christmas and new year's this year were at my house. ryan's family and my sister's boyfriend's family were with us. since we unexpectedly had a new baby (my nephew. sis's kid) among us, it was interesting but it was pretty fun. not like macey knew what was going on but that's ok. hayley (who was in the states for the holidays this year ) got a wii from me and ryan. her mom and all grandparents and aunts and uncles supplied various kiddy games among other presents. um....i got money and clothes and new accessory stuff for sadie (my car. yes, i named my car. and other knick knacks.

OH!!!! (first of all let me note that between ryan and I, he's the romantic one. i loves him ) ryan got us matching necklaces for christmas. they're like mini dog tags. white gold. mine has his initials on it and his has my initials on it. i got him a ps3 and ipod touch 32gb and accesories (i did say he was the romantic one!!! lol, i've learned i should always give the gift first if i have a gift exchange with him. )

for my birthday, we went out to dinner and he gave me a scrapbook he made of our two years together. isn't he a sweetie?????? this was really cute/funny because he swallowed his pride and begged my sister to help him. they always pick on each other (friendly picking on each other of course) so i know chelsea will never let him live this down best part is that he wrote a little poem. our families and friends all accept us, but since we're both guys, things haven't always been easy for us and he wrote on the first page of the scrapbook: "i'm not afraid to love you, i'm not afraid to care. i am afraid of losing you, so i promise i'll always be there." i was bawling. in a good way. oh my god, i've got myself started again.....

and.....yeah that's it.
how were your holidays??

A
ANY particular reason your taking this survey?
- read the title of this journal.

ARE you at school, work, or home?
- at home in my room.

AGE at which you 1st drank alcohol?
- young. and i wasn't supposed too, so let's leave it at that.

B
BOUGHT anything from Spencer's?
- uh....yeah? idk, it's been so long since i've been to a spencer's.

BRAVEST person you know?
- my oldest brother.

BLONDES or Brunettes?
- uh...don't care. i'm a brunette, ryan has black hair, my baby momma is blonde. and we're all pretty people in my opinion so yeah. doesn't matter.

C
CRAPPIEST band?
- naked brothers band. hands down. i'd rather listen to the jo bros. and wtf kind of a name is "naked brothers band" anyway?? one, little children look up to them. and two, who wants to picture their brothers naked?? kids these days....not that i'm one to talk.

CAN your dad beat you in a race?
- if i trip him...yes.

COULD you bungee jump?
- i have bungee jumped.

D
DRAWING or painting?
- fingerpainting man.

DOES your bedroom need cleaning?
- my room is always spotless because i'm oc like that.

DO the drapes match the curtains?
- there's a difference between drapes and curtains??

E
EVER swear at your parents?
- .........i don't feel like dying young.

EARN enough to pay the bills?
- i don't have bills to pay. yet. i'm moving out soon...i think i'll have enough for the basics.

EXORCIST or SAW movies?
- both!

F
FLOWERS or chocolate?
- chocolate.

FUNNEL cake or Elephant Ears?
- funnel cake because i have no idea what the hell elephant ears are besides the ones that are actually on the animal.

FIRED from a job?
- never.

G
GIVING or receiving gifts?
- .......if by "gifts" you mean material goods, then either or. but otherwise.....i prefer receiving gifts. *cough*

GOING to the movies or a play?
- movies to watch, plays to be in.

GONE to the bathroom this hour?
- not that that's any of your business but yes.

H
HAVING or adopting a baby?
- i already have a 4 year old daughter. might adopt with ryan later on in life.

HORSES or cows?
- horses. my horse is better than your horse.

HEAVY or light-weight drinker?
- don't drink often but i'm capable of heavy drinking (think hard liquor). even though i get totally wasted. which is why i have my kid.

I
IS Michael Jackson in heaven?
- uh....i wouldn't know. poor guy was misunderstood though. in my opinion.

INSIDE or outside?
- OUTSIDE.

INSTANT or regular coffee?
- who cares as long as it's coffee!

J
JORDAN or Tiger Woods?
- this might be a stupid question but do you mean michael jordan or is there a jordan woods out there somewhere???

JETTA or Saab?
- saab.

JULY 4th or St. Patrick's Day?
- uh....i'll go with july 4th just because i can't really celebrate it over here.

K
KOOL-AID or Crystal Lite?
- KOOL-AID!

KANGAROO or Camel?
- kangaroo. say no to smoking dudes.

KETCHUP or mustard?
- both.

L
LIGHTS on or off during sex?
- doesn't matter to me as long as i get some from my babe.

LOTTERY scratch offs or Power Ball?
- who cares as long as you win?

LIQUOR or beer?
- liquor. hard liquor. vodka. beer is for the weak.

M
MONTH of choice?
- july! summer!

MEAL you cook best?
- i'm a pro at breakfast foods. from cereal to an english breakfast. but give me ingredients and a cookbook and i'll figure something out.

MISS the most:
- my baby girl.

N
NEVER would I:
- break up with ryan.

NIGHT owl or early bird?
- night owl. early birds are....how is it possible for someone to be that happy to be pried away from their bed??
_{especially if you've got someone warming it next to you.}

NOTE to self:
- don't check da late night/early morning. you get stalked/bossed around/laughed at by yaoi fangirls. lol

O
OPEN your own jars?
- now just because i said i like receiving ryan's presents doesn't mean i'm a pansy. unless there are bees involved. then i'll be a pansy. but that's because i'm allergic!

OFFER to help old people?
- how can you not offer to help an old person?? i feel guilty if i don't...... that, and since they're......well.....old.....what if they come back from the grave all mad at you for avoiding them in their time of need???

ONLY in America:
- can you find my hayley and her mom.

P
PERSCRIPTIONS you have now or in the past?
- just pain medications for the many times i've broken something. and only when i've been newly glued and stapled back together, so none at present. amazingly.

PAPER or plastic?
- paper kills trees and plastic is unnatural. you contribute to global warming!

PRETTY Woman or Sixteen Candles?
- i wouldn't know. ask my sister this one. or my mom.

Q
QDOBA or Chipotle?
- i've had enough of chiles, thank you very much. (is a qdoba even a chile??)

QUIT my job for:
- a good reason.

QUANTITY or quality?
- quality.

R
ROADTRIP or flying?
- both.

RESPONSE to a sneeze?
- gesundheit! i think i spelled that right!

RIGHT or left handed?
- righty, but ever so slighty ambi.

S
SIT or stand all day?
- by "stand" do you mean standing still?? i can't sit or stand still for too long. unless i'm asleep.

SMELL you hate?
- gross smells.

SUSHI of choice?
- i'll eat it all.

T
THANK goodness it's:
- almost bed time for me.

TELL me your middle name?
- emmanuel. so if you ever wonder why my family/friends sometimes call me emma.......now you know.

TODAY is:
- tuesday.

U
UNDER my bed is:
- space.

UNDERWARE brand?
- who cares as long as they're comfortable and supportive??

USUALLY I sing:
- often and randomly.

V
VITAMINS you take?
- the usual c's and b's and e's....

VERY much like?
- food.

VACCINES I've had:
- a lot.

W
WITHDRAWS from:
- BEES.

WEAPONS I own?
- hunting knife.

WAFFLES or pancakes?
- eew, none of the above. i pick zingers.

X
X-RAY you've had?
- way too many.

X-LOVER's Name?
- heidi. i've been out with a lot of people, but heidi is my daughter's mom.

X-TRA toppings of:
- everything!

Y
YEAR you were born?
- 1991

YARD sale or goodwill?
- yard sale.

YELLOW or green?
- green.

Z
ZOO you've been to?
- london zoo.

ZACK Morris or Slater?
- what's with all these random people i don't know anything about??

ZITS are:
- zitty and deserved to be popped.

1. Do you snore?
--- i do not.

2. Are you a lover or a fighter?
--- "i'm a lover not a fighter, but i'll fight for what i love" ( and i will win).

3. What’s your worst fear?
--- losing someone close to me.

4. As a kid, where you a lego maniac?
--- psh, it was all about the gi joes.

5. What do you think of “reality” tv?
--- it's in quotes for a reason. it ain't reality.

6. Do you chew on your straws?
--- sometimes.

7. Were you a cute baby?
--- besides ryan, hayley, my mother, and grandmothers...who dares call me CUTE?

8. Is the single life for you?
--- life with no ryan?! are you insane?!

9. What colour is your keyboard?
--- white.

10. Do your sing in the shower?
--- yes.

11. Have you ever sky-dived before?
--- i've bungee jumped.

12. Any secret talents?
--- secret?? hm....i guess i have some talents that only ryan would know about.

13. What’s your ideal vacation spot?
--- back home in mailbu.

14. Can you swim?
--- yes.

16. Have you seen the movie "Donnie Darko”?
--- yes.

17. Do you care about the ozone?
--- stupid global warming messing with my seasons.

18. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?
--- lick? that's so old school. suck that bitch!

19. Can you sing the alphabet backwards?
--- yes. slowly.

20. Have you ever been on an airplane?
--- many a time.

21. Are you a single child?
--- third of four kids.

22. Do you prefer electronic or manual pencil sharpeners?
--- electric. manual ones always break my pencil.

23. What’s your stand on hunting?
--- if it's for food or survival, no problem.

24. Is marriage in your future?
--- depends on when the world stops being a close minded ass.

25. Do you like your handwriting?
--- psh, i don't have handwriting. i have calligraphy.

26. What are you allergic to?
--- if we're ever attacked by bees, i will use you as a shield because you'll probably just be temporarily ugly and itchy while i could die of anaphylactic shock. and if you're allergic to bees too....i'll "accidentally" trip you and then run. survival of the fittest!

27. When was the last time you said 'I love you?'
--- just now to my mommy dearest.

28. Is Tupac still alive?
--- depends on what you mean by "alive".

29. Do you cry at weddings?
--- i admit i'll probably cry at hayley's wedding. but that's years from now.

30. How do you like your eggs?
--- if they're not raw, i'll eat them.

31. Are blondes dumb?
--- are you insulting my daughter?!

32. Where does the other sock end up?
--- in fairy land with tinkerbell. go watch the tinkerbell movie if you don't get it. that movie kicks ass man.

33. What time is it?
--- seven something in the morning.

4. Do you have a nickname?
--- dom, dommy, and many more.

35. Is McDonald's disgusting?
--- i eat almost anything, so don't ask me.

36. When was the last time you were in a car?
--- yesterday.

37. Do you prefer baths or showers?
--- showers because the point is to cleanse yourself. i'd rather not soak in my own dirty juices....

38. Is Santa Claus real?
--- of course, i see him at the mall every christmas.

39. Do you like having you neck kissed?
--- that is like....one of the best places to be kissed.

40. Are you afraid of the dark?
--- ......only after i watch a scary movie or some ghost show or something.

41. What are you addicted to?
--- ryan

42. Crunchy or creamy peanut butter?
--- creamy for pb&j, but crunchy for a pb and marshmallow fluff sandwich.

43. Can you crack your neck?
--- yes.

44. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
--- i'm accident prone, okay??

45. How many times have you brushed your teeth today?
--- once.

46. Is drug free the way to be?
--- yes.

47. Are you a heavy sleeper?
--- i sleep like a rock.

48. What colour are your eyes?
--- brown.

50. Do you like your life?
--- yes i do. good times, good times.

51. Who’s better: Stone Cold or The Rock?
--- john cena.

52. Are you psychic?
--- fuck yeah i am.

53. Have you read "Catcher in the Rye"?
--- yes.

54. Do you play any instruments?
--- guitar, drums, bass, piano.

55. Have you ever stolen money?
--- only from those i love because i can pay them back. eventually.

56. Can you snowboard?
--- i can surf too.

57. Do you like camping?
--- me + outdoors = WIN.

58. Do you snort when you laugh?
--- if i have a cold.

59. Do you believe in magic?
--- :devcharlietheunicorn92: told me to say that "i believe in applesauce" when confronted with this question in any way, shape or form.

60. Are dogs a man’s best friend?
--- yes they are.

61. You believe in divorce?
--- i believe it's everyone's right to choose, just like marriage.

62. Can you do the moonwalk?
--- i can fail moonwalk.

63. Do you make a lot of mistakes?
--- hey! just because i'm a little uncoordinated doesn't mean you can make fun of me. lol.

64. Is it cold outside today?
--- no.

65. What was the last thing you ate?
--- apple.

66. Do you wear nail polish?
--- no.

67. Have you ever been kissed?
--- i'm waaaaaay passed being merely kissed.

68. What's the most annoying TV commercial?
--- i wouldn't know, i think everything's amusing.

69. Do you shop at American Eagle?
--- no.

70. Favourite song at the moment?
--- 21 guns by green day.

71. Do you like your job?
--- yes.

72. Do you like your classes in school?
--- sure.

73. How do you like your meat cooked?
--- medium rare.

74. Do you like these surveys?
---

75. Do you know how to tag three peoples?
--- tag! you're it!

BONUS!
76. Why did the Chicken Cross the road?
--- to get run over and get turned into chicken for KFC. mmmmm...chicken.

we're not getting married.
and we've never been happier.

til death do us part, babe. always.







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JULY 25, 2009
if not for prop 8 in california, that would have been the date.